I woke this morning to an amiable bird chorus. I don’t know if it was the official welcome committee, or if they just can’t help themselves, this singing to greet the dawn. Their tune new to me, unlike any of the birds we have in the Pacific Northwest, one sounding like a junior high boy whistling at the object of his not-so-secret crush.
I am here, in Antigua, Guatemala, the site of my Dentist’s chair. (Thankfully, my Dentist is also here. It helps if they are in the same vicinity.) But that is later today.
Dental work aside, I come to Guatemala to find a place where I am not easily derailed by distractions. Although it takes a couple days to let the silt–stirred up from busyness and hurry–to settle. As soon as I arrived Saturday night, I checked to see if I had wi-fi (what’s relaxation and inner peace without a wi-fi connection?), in order to check my website, to still if it was still working.
My site has been going through a five month overhaul, which is enough time to reinforce my irrational fear that the cyber-world operates in much the same way as the God of my youth — if you admit to, or claim, one iota of happiness, it is His job to take it away. After all, my Sunday School teachers taught me, “life’s lessons are to be learned through suffering, and happiness will await us on the other side of the Pearly Gates.” What can I say? They may have been short on roughage in their diet.
So. With that kind of enriching and heartening education coursing through my childhood blood, there are times when I am surprised, literally, when something goes right. (You know the old adage: Optimists are just people without all the facts.)
My website store is working?
Really?
But how is that possible?
These pollutants of the heart require immediate attention and in some cases, drastic measures. So I walked straight away a del supermercado for fresh sun flowers. I needed three or four vases to put around the house. (The photo above is from my garden. I have photos from here, but have not yet learned how to upload them. When I do, I’ll post them. It’ll be therapy during dental surgery recovery.)
If I keep a green bough in my heart, then the singing bird will come. Chinese proverb
The smile and presence of the flowers remind me that there is life to be lived. . .now. . .long before we see the Pearly Gates.
Here is my secret. It is very simple.
It is only with the heart that one can see rightly;
What is essential is invisible to the eye. Antoine de Saint Exupery





4 Comments
I am confined to bed for a few days because of an infection in my leg. I am afraid that is what is necessary for me to pause. So I have enjoyed exploring your gardens this morning. What beauty they are. I love other people’s gardens – I get to enjoy them without doing the work. I so enjoy your riotous flowers and water features. Thank you for sharing them and yourself.
I understand that you spend a few days every year at The Swag, our favorite place to retreat. Do you have any idea when you will likely be there next year? It would be a pleasure to be there with you.
Thanks again for reminding me to pause. And may your dental experience be gentle.
Ann
Love that proverb. Hadn’t heard that one before. Good luck with your dental work. The sunflowers are beautiful, and the post is great, as usual.
Hey Ann. Thanks for your comments. . .and your word “riotous” perfectly describes my gardening philosophy. I no not believe in over-zealous regimentation.
I am having my own week of recovery here in Antigua, where the gardens center me. . .
Re: the SWAG. Yes, I will be there May 18 – 21, 2011. It’s on their calendar. A few days with Terry. . .hiking for those willing and able. . .and story telling every afternoon and evening. Pass the word. It would be great to see you there. For those interested it’s http://www.theswag.com/
Hey Suchin, thanks. That proverb was new to me as well. . .I loved it, especially given the connection with the garden and the bird chorus.
I knew you would appreciate it.